It sucks to grasp the truth knowing that for a whole year you’ve put up with the pain and heart break someone has caused you; For the simple fact that you’ve accepted someone and everything they came with. You never judged that person. The person you once thought you could be yourself around, the person you put your trust in, betrays you. How do you start all over again?
I have the greatest friends and I wouldn’t dare to push them out of my life.
I just don’t understand why people push the people that have been there for you since day one away. When you’re down and out with nothing else left to give, who the fuck are you going to turn to? No one because you took it upon yourself to push these people out when all they tried to do was be there for you and your worst and encouraged you at your best. This will always remain unanswered. Oh well, right?